I walked away on Thursday, but it wasn’t until Saturday that I remembered what I’d been missing.
Driving out to the shores of Florida, I watched in awe and in envy as kite surfers harnessed the wind to help them glide across the Gulf of Mexico on their boards. Immediately, kite surfing was added to my endless list of activities I must try.
Walking along the compacted white sand, I mourned the beautiful white jellyfish whose bodies lay across the shoreline.
As the day progressed, it all started coming back to me in tiny pieces. There is more to the world than what happens behind the walls of a corporation. How could I have forgotten?
Standing on a pier, I celebrated with women and men who were lucky enough to reel in a fish for their dinner.
I watched as a sea turtle surfaced for air.
I bought a sweet snow cone from a food truck to combat the warmth of the afternoon as I delicately danced around the topic of my daughter getting a tattoo.
As miserable as I’ve been, I guess I needed this. It has helped confirm that I got it right the first time around. Once upon a time, the corporate life may have been right for me, but it isn’t anymore. I’m now content when I’m left to my own devices and allowed to focus on my writing.
Life is too short…
It is an ancient adage, but true nonetheless. Life is short. Before you know it days, months, and years are gone. In the blink of an eye, it all slips by. One moment you are a child playing outside and the next you are a teenager trying to navigate your way through the angst of high school. All too quickly, you’re a sleep deprived parent, walking the floor at three in the morning with your crying baby. Suddenly, that child is grown and heading off to college as you try to hold back your tears. Time moves quickly. Now, you’re passed the point of middle age quickly advancing towards retirement. Before you know it, life as you know it is over. Done. Finalized.
Life is too short…
Unceremoniously, I was slapped with this message today. It was a harsh reminder.
I don’t know how I could have forgotten. I guess I’ve been so busy toiling away, I didn’t realize I’d slipped back into my old destructive pattern of behavior. Once again, I allowed work to consume me. I became so wrapped up in work that I forgot the promise I made to myself a couple years ago – to do what I love, and to love what I do.
In a rush to get out the door every morning by 6:30, I almost forgot what it was like to slowly savor my morning cup of coffee. I’ve been so busy working at a job I don’t love, I almost forgot what it was like to step outside and feel the warmth of the sun on my face. I’ve been so tired at the end of my fifteen hour work days, that I almost forgot how much I love to blog.
Life is too short…
Enjoy it while you can. It seems easy enough, but sometimes it really isn’t easy at all. Is it? Life has a habit of speeding along at a neck breaking rate. Responsibilities and worries compound, and if we aren’t careful they will consume the best of who we are.
Life is too short…
I’m back, and I hope you’ll keep reading.
Daily Prompt: Ancient
The outside world looms larger than life. The television blares. People talk and laugh. A car alarm sounds off. A dog barks.It is in moments like these when I struggle. All, I want is a moment of quiet where I can become lost within my own mind, focus on my thoughts, and capture the story running through the recesses of my mind.
Quieting my exterior, I immerse myself in my writing. Pounding away at the keyboard, I have somehow effectively managed to remove myself from the life happening around me.
It’s time. I am ready to converse and laugh, but the silence is deafening. My world is quiet. Everyone around me seems to be submersed in their own activities. Restless, I prowl about. Like a precocious two year old, I want to throw a fit and harass my family into paying attention to me.
It’s a fine line to walk. As a traveler and a writer, I have a need to experience life. I have a need to – feel the wind on my face, experience the stifling muggy heat of Virginia, smell the dank mustiness of an earthy farm, hear the story of the woman who works at the five and dime store, suffer through the agony of defeat, wade in the waves crashing against the pristine white shores of the sandy Florida beaches, laugh until I cry, navigate my way along the hustling city streets of New York, and to be overwhelmed with gratitude. I have a need to do it all, to see it all, to experience it all.
I’ve had enough. Bursting at the seams, I’m ready to implode. My body needs rest and my mind needs relief. Armed with my laptop, I squire away. I’ll be better once I spend the next few hours, days, or possibly weeks pounding away at the keyboard.
Thank You for the Nomination:
I’d like to sincerely thank Mom and Me Publishing for nominating my blog. Please take a moment to check out their amazing blog: Mom and Me Publishing. This mom and daughter duo are a lively, creative, and funny writing team that offer beautiful insight.
The Official Rules of the Liebster Award 2016
Thank the person who nominated you, and post a link to their blog on your blog. Try to include a little promotion for the person who nominated you. They will thank you for it and those who you nominate will also help you out as well.
Display the award on your blog – by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a widget.
Write a 150-300 word post about your favorite blog that is not your own. Explain why you like the blog, provide links.
Provide 10 random facts about yourself (optional).
Nominate 5-11 blogs that you feel deserve the award, who have less than 200 followers (*You can always ask the blog owner this since not all blogs display a widget that lets readers know this information.)
List these rules in your post.
Answer the 11 questions you were asked by the blogger who nominated you.
Create 11 questions for your nominees to answer when they post their nomination.
Inform the people/blogs that you nominated them for a Liebster award and provide a link for them to your post.
A Blog I Like Reading:
Hill Top Heaven is a creative and imaginative blog written by Cathy Holdsworth. Cathy has a zest for life which is powerfully portrayed in her blog posts. She uses her blog to explore her passion for life, travel, food, decorating, and writing. I happened to stumble upon Hill Top Heaven by chance, but it immediately captured my attention. Cathy’s perspective on life and her travels continue to draw me in.
While I enjoy Cathy’s travel adventures, I think my favorite post in her blog is ‘The Painting – A Short Story.’ This short story transported me into the marriage of Frank and his wife. This story brought me to the verge of tears. Year after year, this wife endured endless abuse at the hands of her husband. Using her imagination, she escaped by jumping into a Monet landscape. In this landscape she was everything she’d ever hoped to be – young, beautiful, and loved. One day, her dream came true. She finally escaped her husband, and found her hard earned happiness.
10 Random Facts About Myself:
I’m a traveler who explores the United States in my 34 ft RV, I have affectionately nicknamed The Beast.
I’m a mom who homeschool/roadschools.
I’m short – only five foot.
I love coffee, and I tend to be cranky without my morning cup.
I’m afraid of heights, but I love to fly.
Like most bloggers and writers, I love to read.
I’ve never milked a cow, but eventually I will.
I hate bananas.
I absolutely adore New York City.
I love listening to loud music while driving.
I Nominate the Following Blogs:
Answers to the 11 Questions I was Asked:
- What is your favorite genre to read? Why?
- My favorite books are autobiographies which have been defined as authentic texts. I love reading about other people’s lives and experiences.
- Coffee, Tea, or neither?
- Coffee – Definitely coffee.
- Are you a dog person or a cat person?
- I prefer dogs. I have a Beagle and a Scottish Terrier.
- What’s one of the most moving experiences you’ve had?
- The most moving experience I’ve had is giving birth.
- What makes you whole-heartedly happy?
- Traveling – I love traveling.
- What book turned you into a “reader”? Or- What book has had the most impact on you?
- I can’t name a specific book, but there are two authors that strongly impacted my love for reading: Dorothy Allison and Maya Angelou.
- What is your day like?
- My average day depends on whether or not we are traveling. On travel days – I wake early, rush to get ready, and hit the road. On non-travel days – I sleep late, wake, explore my surroundings, and write.
- Briefly, describe yourself.
- Writer. Blogger. Traveler. Mom. Daughter. Sister. Aunt. Reader. Amateur Photographer.
- Why did you create your blog?
- I was inspired by Casey Neistat, a YouTube Blogger. He started his vlog to constantly be creating and honing his craft. I loved this concept, and knew my writing would benefit from the same.
- Do you have a suggestion for us fellow bloggers on how to promote our page?
- My only advice would be to read other blogs and interact with other bloggers. I also use social media to promote my page.
- Which tag do you search the most?
- Travel and Life – are my two favorite tags.
Questions to Answer:
What is your favorite place in the world?
Why did you begin blogging?
What is the worst nightmare?
What is your overall strategy with your blog?
What is your best memory?
What was the scariest moment you’ve ever experienced.
What is your favorite food?
Who inspires you?
What do you do when you aren’t working on your blog?
What is your favorite quote?
Where do you find inspiration for your blog?